I'm absolutely pissed off
Listening To Mario "Let me luv ya'...
Last week sucked all stagnant juices from me, lack of sleep, nerve-wracking studies, exhaustion, long for weekend. It came, but bores to death , certainly. Sure I'd like to dress to the nines and hang out. But I just plucked up the nerve n' write here lol.
I can't put up with studying  each day. Always pored over books. Course I exaggerate lol :)
Im easygoin. The sun slept away, freezing outside.
My last mouse grinded to a halt so I have a new one lol! Could you believe.
Im lookin forward to my exams.
I wonder if anyone reads my ' peculiar and meaningful ' diary' ? lemme know:))
My acount is on sale:))
Im waitin for retaining fee and signing a lease. Down payment. Price is reasonable.
I get a fine view from the window. A teddy bear with a shawl and a wooden cat are sitting on my windowsill.My window looks out on a grassy stadium. My residential area is picturesque to me at least.My appartment is coverted and cosy. Tasteful and tide (usually).  A few scattered clotches lie on my couch.
I must do the laundry . Though I'm capable to cope with them. However it's demanding but at the same time rewarding. I'm exhilarating myself. What a gauge of today's blog ;)
Though it's mock!
Do I possess any savings? Im delicate and indispensable. Jolly and easygoing.
Explicit and ill-bread. Quick-witted and warm-hearted. Hospitable and stingy. Thrifty and thorough. Glorious and hilarious. Improper and fatal. Starving and blockbuster.
Monotonous and unqualified.
Manual and skilled. Steady and temporary. awesome and fetching. Round the clock
I don't want to fail it

Sometimes I just can't figure out some people. 
 It's truly bizarre.
Sometimes all pisses me off, even the same table, the same pc, the same items...
However, from time to time life brings something new and splendid as well.
Now's it's fairly challenging time for me though I'm trying to be chilled as much as possible.
I couldn't assume life's totally hates me.
I just must overcome troubles though life shouldn't be steady, I find mountainous better.
All eyes are more or less deceitful, I just havent experienced so much.
It's decisive time for me now. I aspire not so much (hopefully).
I'm leaving for an outlying destination I still don't know. Am I inept? Or it's all around just superficial. Let's get back to basics. Cheer up, don't be so sulky. Criticism is good, compromises are  splendid, life is scrumptious.
The outbreak of my grand new life is coming to a daylight. I have a thick skin. Indulgence for all dumbos. I aint gonna be indulgent anymore. Glorious hilarious respective reliant sorrowful  irresistible....

Well, luckily tomorrow's already Friday!Hurray!
I think I'm going to make my day  kinda shorter,hehe. Now about weather. It was a staggering day, I watched the sun going down through the window, it was stunning. It's worth sometimes to snuggle and let the imagination go. What's going to happen in a few next months, that's the biggest riddle nowadays. I'm pretentious to get normal marks (at least) and I don't dare to talk about my other dream I'm afraid it won't come to fruition. Hell, it's decisive time!
History pisses me off, I'm outspoken but sincere. But my tribulation and distress is math.
I dont have yet a clear vision of my b-day party, damn! I'm rather perplexed although calmness predominates deep down in my heart. Looking back, I see relatively striking changes of my life.(That's an afterthought).
I'm wishing myself a better tomorrow in this universe.